yep. four twenty.. and here i am with nothing to celebrate with. sad times. however! i should have some on wednesday, yay!! also, i should be getting my new glasses tomorrow or wed, i cant wait. our friends from ireland are leaving, all except one. the fun one, lol. i cant wait for the house to be quiet again. not that is was super noisy, but it was loud enough. my biggest peeve with them being here was that the little girl that was visiting was constantly torturing my cat and her parents said nothing to her about it. shes one of those kids that rarely hears the word no. so you can imagine how she was while on holiday.
aside from all that.. the crocheting is still goin on, the origami has kinda stopped.. at least for now, im still constantly working on my on-going to-do list. its all a slow progression and it is definitely movin along. im in a good place right now emotionally and mentally.. and it feels absolutely wonderful.
physically, i dont feel like im doing so well. but, i am trying to keep a positive mental attitude about it regardless. its just difficult sometimes. i know i am getting a little weaker than i was.. thats apparent with the falls ive had lately. they really discourage me and scare me. its a hard thing to have to cope with. im already not the strongest and to think that i can get weaker is nerve racking. i like being as independant as possible, but i know i wont be able to as time goes on. thats one of the main reasons im working on losing weight. i know itll help me with my mobility, even if its just a little bit. and with losing weight, i know ill feel more comfortable with myself and with even asking people to help me if i do need it.. plus itll help when i go on my trip overseas eventually. ;D
so, for tomorrow.. more crocheting, yay! and umm.. idk, oh! art. definitely gonna start working on a piece ive been thinking about. and besides that lots of emailing and texts and crocheting and smiles. :)