i finally got my new glasses! i love em.. unfortunately, they will never be this clean again. it seems that no matter what i do, even when my hands are no where near my glasses.. i end up with a fingerprint on them. its never fuckin fails either. honestly, id rather wear contacts. i tried them, but it was too difficult for me to put them in and get them out and my hands shook too much for it as well. sucks tho cause i liked not wearing my glasses, i remember a couple times when i was testing out the contacts tho, lol.. and i forgot i wasnt wearing glasses and i went to push them up as a force of habit and basically poked myself in the eye. im smooth like that. ;p
anyway! my brother came into town for today. we havent seen him in over a year. him and i dont get along very well, but a couple moths or so ago i sent him and email. i decided it was time we acted like adults and said that we should be able to get along with one another. something clicked i suppose, when he came into the house today after greeting my ma.. he leaned over and gave me a kiss on the cheek. that has never happened before. ever.
however, he was still a dick to my ma. she gets so excited before he comes into town and then the whole time he has an attitude with her. i know she asks a lot of questions, but its only cause she doesnt talk to him that often and shes trying to find out whats going on with him. i wanna say something to him, but i honestly dont think it will help. its just how he has always been with her. maybe ill send him another email tho and tell him how much it sucks to see her reaction to the way he treats her.
the four of us ended up going out to dinner tonight and i think i did a pretty good job with what i ordered. i even skipped dessert. i wanted it tho, but i knew i didnt need it. and to be honest, it felt kinda good to be able to say, “no thanks”. ive been drinking more water and taking my b12 vitamins in the morning, too. and i had coffee today, which always puts me in a great mood. even with being up since 5:30am, lol. i blame him for that. ;p it was fun tho, i like our morning chats.. well i like any of our chats really. but its a great way to start the day! and end it too lol. i was a chatty cathy today tho, i can get that way and usually when i do it puts me in a silly mood. which, if you ever heard any of our conversations, youd know exactly what im talking about, lol.
during our chats today tho, i was telling him about an mda summer camp i used to go to. once i get started on it, its like i cant stop. he can vouch for that. in talking about it tho, he threw out a great suggestion about networking and trying to set some kind of reunion up once the weather gets nicer. so ill be adding that to my to-do list!
its about that time.. i need some sleep before i pass out on my keyboard. tomorrow is more crocheting, yes im still working on that.. and im going to work more on the art project i started and im going to start looking people up for that camp thing. i love nerding out, lol. its more fun with him, but theres plenty of time for that when he gets off work, yay! ..omg im still rambling, its so my bedtime!