elle jay*

so its comin up on 9:30pm and im having trouble keeping my eyes open. dont get me wrong, im diggin this whole going to bed early gettin up early thing.. but sometimes i wish i could stay up for maybe like another hour. i think 10/10:30 is reasonable lol. apparently, my body doesnt agree cause [...]

i guess that saying ‘early to bed, early to rise’ is true. granted, my alarm did go off to wake him up.. but instead of going back to sleep, here i am lol. makes sense tho considering i went to bed by like 10pm, if not sooner. im going to the movies today with my [...]

so for the first time ever today.. barring the one time i did it before for less than 15 seconds for the same person.. i went on my webcam. that may not seem like much to most people, but its a big deal to me. i know ive said it before, but im gonna say [...]

i was so tired yesterday, i ended up passing out almost as soon as i got into bed. it was a good day tho. i went to the animal shelter and got to play with all the little kitties. seriously, there is nothing cuter than a little kitten. nothing. they took a minute to warm [...]

the diet started today! i have to say the food was pretty good for the most part. i thought id be hungry, but with this diet im eating more food than i would eat normally. its weird, lol. i couldnt even finish some of the food. im happy that the food didnt taste like shit. [...]

lmfao. please dont ask. im in an odd mood tonight. not much has gone on today.. i got up at 11am. i hung out downstairs waiting for the ups guy to get here with my nutrisystem stuff. i had lunch with my ma and we bullshitted for a bit. after the ups guy dropped off [...]

seriously. i just saw a commercial for some new kind of rice crispies, they are like puffed up.. or jumbo size or some shit. its about time. i dont know about anyone else, but i can pretty much guess that anyone that has had the original cereal has choked on them at some point. its [...]

i dont even know what to say, but i am unbelievably pissed. this may not mean anything to anyone else… but for anyone thats played secondlife, they know where im coming from. the sim owner where the club is at that i manage and dj at.. he fucked up royally and returned over half our [...]

im so unbelievably tired. i was up again this morning at about 10:30/11. i worked on a couple different designs in photoshop for my stationery and i read for a bit before he got home from lunch. we bullshitted for a bit while i played some music in secondlife. i honestly dont remember it happening, [...]

i was up by 11am, helped my ma by watching the dog were dog sitting for, went for a walk with them, hung out with my ma and got to talk to him before he drifted off to sleep. my ma and i didnt even fight. not even once! it was wonderful. a lot of [...]

we got into it today. she was supposed to come help me early today so we could go out and do some stuff and she didnt get up until 4:15pm. i was beyond pissed. i wish i could have recorded the conversation. some stuff she said was just unbelievable. like when she said “you dont [...]

6:50am. who in their right mind gets up that fuckin early? it sucked, but i was only bitchy for like 20 minutes.. i just needed to fully wake up. prior to waking up completely, my ma decided to ask me the same question about five times in a row. when im half asleep, thats probably [...]

once again i believe her when she said she would be here to help me.. and once again she let me down. i didnt get out of bed until 2:45pm. that was after calling here about 10 different times after 10:30am. i thought someone was home so i transferred out of bed to the point [...]

so, today was a pretty good day. he came up with a master plan and we will be working on a business together.. and in turn we will be rich! lol, at least thats the plan, but we both know it wont start out smoothly. i do get to make logos for it tho! yay! [...]

i slept all night except for waking up for about twenty mins and then passing back out. i woke up again at like 5:40am to have a morning chat with him, which is always nice.. especially after out little argument thing we had, even tho that passed before we went to bed. after talking to [...]