im feeling… idk. not happy, but not sad. im having a blah day. i havent worked on much cause of it. just some of my art piece. im not really even feeling chatty enough to write a blog. but, i said id do it and i want to regardless of how i feel. bear with me tho cause it might be all over the place since i dont really know what i wanna say.
im a little pissed off with my ma. im twenty-six and i dont need her to tell me who i need to send cards to for different occasions. ill send them to who i want. or not at all if i feel like it. i already planned on sending them to my grandma, nana and my godmother. i actually already have them made out and ready to go, but now that shes said that.. it just annoys me. like i need to be told. last i checked she doesnt tell my brother what to do, yet she feels the need to tell me. i feel like she doesnt let me make my own mistakes or my own decisions for the most part. it really gets to me. ugh.
i think i just need to go read or maybe sketch. and hope that i hear from him before i go to bed, but i have a feeling hes already asleep. maybe i sound lame, but hes such a major part of my day, that when we dont talk i feel like my day isnt complete. im gonna go read, maybe ill feel like typing more later.