my internet has been acting funny all night. im pretty sure its the weather. it went from nice out to stormy with tornado warnings. those are always fun, expecially when im already in bed. id pretty much be fucked. i dont feel every well either. i think im getting a migraine. so this blog might be cut short, just a bit. starting on friday my ma is going to be helping me in the mornings. im tired of getting out of bed in the middle of the afternoon. we set up a schedule and she told me that was perfect and we only followed it for a week. thats bullshit. i know its her only source of income for the most part, but if she wants the full thing then she needs to treat it like a job. shes already getting paid for hours shes not even here. its not my fault she cant wake up in time. so she will have to make her own decisions. im letting her know that tomorrow. im a little nervous, but its gotta be done.
today i worked on my art once i did get up and i read, then did more art and read again. i got to talk to him tonight, too.. which is always a good thing :) ..i was djing, but no one showed really.. so i said fuck it and left. ma helped me into bed tonight cause she doesnt have a car at the moment. surprisingly enough, we didnt fight during her helping me like usual. it was nice. i hope that continues.
tomorrow is more art.. im almost done.. and of course more reading. i think i might start his scarf tomorrow and i dont know what else, maybe sketch a little. and talk to him if he can get online ;D for now tho, its bed time i think.