its a bad thing. it makes nice people cranky and brings out the worst in pretty much everyone. him and i got into a little tonight. it was a silly argument and it didnt last long, but it shouldnt have taken place to begin with. being that i was over tired tho, i was also over sensitive and finding it difficult to just let things go. it happens. unfortunately, it happened last night.
its my fault i had the lack of sleep tho. the night before i was up way too late and instead of going to bed, i decided it would just be easier to stay up. big mistake. ive done it before, but this time i had to go to a play the next day. all day i was tired and then ended up having to sit through almost a three hour play. i thought i was going to die. im sure i drifted off a couple times for a minute or two each time.
by the time i got home i was ready to pass out, but i wanted to talk to him first. i fell asleep at least four times while i waited. everytime i woke up and he wasnt home, just made me a little pissy. i know if i had gotten sleep the night before it wouldnt have hit me like it did. but because of the lack of sleep, i just felt like i wore all my emotions on my sleeve. i dont wanna do anything to jeopardize our friendship and i know acting like that can. at that moment tho, i just couldnt help it.
to be honest, after he asked what was wrong and i told him. the feelings passed almost immediately. at that point tho, the damage is done and i had already made him more cranky. so, no more sleepless nights. i need at least four hours worth, if not more lol. theres so much more i wanna say right no, but honestly.. ive already fallen asleep more times than i can count while tryin to type this.. ill have to just write more tomorrow.