..and over again. didnt get up til 3pm today. which in turns means i didnt get to bring his prezzies to the post office. tomorrow tho, for sure. i cant wait til i get someone new to take over mornings for her. she was in a bad mood tonight when she came over to help me into bed. it pisses me off cause i always feel like i have to walk on eggshells for her when shes in a bad mood. if the situation was reversed tho, things are totally different. its like the end of the world if im pissy, but if she is its perfectly fine. that gets so old, so fast.
i applied for some jobs tonight. well not so much applied as sent in my resume, so i hope i hear back from them soon. i could use the time away from home. or at least have a reason for being in my room and online that doesnt make my ma all bitchy. apparently, my reasons arent good enough for her. i also worked on my art today.. almost done with the ground and then im gonna start on the sky. i cant wait to see what it looks like when its done cause it looks pretty cool now as well.
ive also been reading my book. i dont know how well its going to work for me, but i guess we will see in the end. im keeping my positive mental attitude about the whole thing. i think tomorrow im going to start his scarf instead of finish the one im working on. lets face it, the one i am working on isnt one anyone is going to wear, lol. its not wide enough for a decent scarf. i heard from a couple friends today, too. they just had a baby last month. they sent a bunch of pictures over. shes precious, i wish i had a baby of my own. id love to be a mom. sorry, i feel like im rambling. and im not sorry, its my blog, right? i can ramble if i want!
im not gonna go on anymore tonight tho.. i dont have much to say, i dont feel well. so, im gonna attempt to nap, which wont happen cause im anticipating him waking up, lol. im gonna read tho and hopefully ill feel better tomorrow. post office tomorrow! yay! ;D