i need a new caregiver. today it was 3:15pm.. after repeated calls. she always says, “i can get up when i have something to do..”. apparently helping me doesnt count as something to do. she can get up fine for other things, tho. i know shes one of my best friends, but if shes gonna be paid for helping me then during those times she cant think of it as helping out a friend, she needs to view it as a job. i was told having a friend help me could be a bad idea and now im finally seeing why.
i think tomorrow im going to post an ad on craigslist for a new one and look for a job while im on there as well. there were a few that i saw when i glanced at it earlier that looked like potentials, so keep your fingers crossed! im excited about tomorrow, actually. i think that im going to have my ma help me get up in the morning so i can work on my art. im setting a goal for myself to have it finished by the time he gets back from holiday. im excited about tomorrow cause of my art, but im sad cause hes leaving for a few days, lol. i know he needs the holiday, tho. plus, we still get to chat.. just not like normal. ;p but, with all that extra time ill have to find something to do… so thats why im workin on my drawing. and then i get to start the mulitple canvas one! ;D
im heading off to secondlife now. i have a friends rezday party to attend and then dj for her. lol, im sure ill come back later and ramble for a bit. but if not… then tomorrow!
tomorrows agenda: art, reading, craigslist.