i really need to stop falling asleep before im able to blog, lol. anyway, im here now.. thats all that matters! yesterday was a pretty shitty day to be honest. i didnt do much and was just in a blah kinda mood. it was a gorgeous day and all i wanted to do was go outside, hop in the car and drive around with the windows down and the music up. instead, i was stuck in the house because i couldnt even unlock the door to get outside on the deck. i just felt like a prisoner in my own house. i feel like that a lot and sometimes i can push the feeling away, but other times.. its just there and i cant do anything but let it pass. eventuall, she came over. i havent seen her in like a week and a half, i bummed a smoke and she unlocked the door so i could sit outside. i actually took a little nap out there as well. it wasnt so bad after that. and then i passed out very early, lol.
today was a good day tho. again, i didnt do much, but i spent pretty much all morning and part of the afternoon with my ma. she helped me shower and then we just kinda hung out and bullshitted for awhile it wasnt about anything in particular, just chatting. after that i headed upstairs and into secondlife. the plot him and i had for our home and my shop got reclaimed by the bitch we rented from. i had told her that he would be right on to pay it and she ignored me and returned all our stuff to us as i stood there. i was pissed and annoyed. mainly cause i hate unclumping stuff from my inventory. its a ballache.
after sorting everything out, i headed to the club i manage and i set up a new little home for us to hang out at. its small and cozy and about 2500m in the air. i like it. i like us having our own land and stuff to mess with and build on and whatnot. however, theres no need for him to be spending money on rent for us when we have another place we can do that. plus, the point is to save money, there are other things his money can go to and get him towards his goals of taking over the world amoungst other things. :) so we have a new home on rent free land, yay!
aside from that, not much has happened. i might dj tonight, but honestly.. i dont know as of yet. tomorrow tho im going to work on some graphics and i have tshirts i need to do for a different club.. and ill read a bit possibly.. oh! and talk to him since hes off tomorrow ;D for now tho, im gonna get ready for bed and see what the rest of the night has in store for me.. plus he should be home shortly as well. so til tomorrow.. ;p