bummed is an understatement

Posted June 11th, 2009 by elle

i went to the doctor today. i needed to see her cause its mandatory for getting my new wheelchair. shes my new doctor, so being the new kid on the block i had to have the first appointment of the day, 8:30am.. i was up at 5:30am. its been two weeks since i started my diet, so i was going to get weighed as well. there was an accident on the expressway so we were stuck in traffic for an hour and a half. it was pouring rain. there was an accident blocking traffic. we got there with 15 minutes to spare.

after only having to wait 5 minutes, we were in the room. since we were at a teaching hospital the first person to see us was a student or whatever youd call him. he was over EVERY note that they had on me. he was in there with us for at leat an hour if not longer. then it was time to weigh in. i was in a good mood, i was ready to see my weight. i watched the numbers count up.. they stopped at a number for a brief second, i got excited.. and then it went up. i gained 3 pounds. i was devistated. i still am to be honest. all i wanted to do was cry. we ended up being at the hosital until 12:10pm. it was a long day.

i thought after such a disappointment i needed a smile. we decided to go to the animal shelter and play with the kittens. the new ones arent as playful as the other ones were. still cute, but not as friendly. i was also kind of anooyed with one of the volunteers there. she was probably 10 years old, but every time the kitten even came by me the stupid little bitch would take the cat away from me. it was annoying. we finally left and came home. after we got home i went up to my room and cried for a bit. it was a rought day and that was a big let down.

tomorrow my chair gets brought in for repairs, so ill be sutck in bed all day. looks like itll be graphics and sleep for me. speaking of which, i wanna write more, but im passing out.. so, more tomorrow, sleep for now.

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