i fell again tonight and im tired. ive fallen asleep 3 different times just waiting for the page to load so i can type this.. and my laptop isnt that slow. and its not even that late. falling really fuckin drains me tho. im also shakey cause of it. and now my wrist hurts more than it already did. im fucking frustrated.
i really hope this diet is working. i mean i think it is, im following it to a tee.. so in theroy it should work. i guess we will find out next week when i go to the doctor cause im going to use the wheelchair scale there. im kinda annoyed the appointment is at 830 in the fucking morning. that means i have to be up at like 6am to make sure we get there on time. do you know how long well be there then? im guessing a good 30-45 minutes BEFORE i even go into the room and then well see the doctor for 15 minutes and be done. its bullshit. im only doing it cause i need to see the doctor before i can get a new wheelchair. yea, i need a prescription for the insurance company saying that im in a wheelchair and in fact need one on a daily basis. ive had oooh… three chairs, maybe four so far.. its not like im magically not it in anymore. fuck, that would be awesome if that was the case.
i made a couple graphics today. i like the way they turned out, i need to make more logos still. ill do those tomorrow. im really excited about this business. i have a feeling its going to be better than either of us expected. i also read for a bit today, not much tho. it was kinda making me sleepy and i dont wanna reread what i just read cause i fell asleep for part of it. so ill read more tomorrow. its supposed to be gorgeous out, so maybe ill sit outside and soak up some sun while i read.
tomorrow.. im fuckin blogging before dinner. this late night stuff isnt working anymore and im passing out before i can get anything down that i want to.. ive done it again and fallen asleep mid blog. i need some shut eye before his wake up call. tomorrow tho, for real this time… earlier blog or possibly a few different short ones throughout the day. who knows? i certainly dont. ;p