elle jay*

..how i feel right now. im sad.. im trying not to be tho. its just a really difficult situation and no ones at fault for anything and no sorries are needed. its just my heart and my head need to come to terms with some stuff and its just not happening.. at least not yet. honestly, all i wanna do right now is go to bed cause my mind has been running non-stop since i talked to him and i feel like all ive done is cry every 20 minutes or so. i feel like such a baby, but i dont know how to make it stop. i know falling asleep is gonna take forever, but i just cant sit online right now with how my mind is at the moment. i hope i dont have dreams like i did before =/