seriously, this couldnt have come at a more innopportune time. i just finished the graphics for our pages and he set them up and now.. i have no laptop. well, let me rephrase, i have a shitty one i can use, but it has none of my stuff on it.. so basically i dont have one. im going tomorrow to pick up an external monitor and hardrive because the thing loads, but the screen itself fucks up and wont show anything.
im just hoping that after getting all this extra stuff for my laptop that it works.. cause if i lose all my shit, im going to be so pissed not to mention upset. after i transfer all my stuff onto the external hard drive im going to have to go back to the shop and drop off the fucking laptop. im just worried that no one will be able to bring me to do all this stuff. and if no one does, im gonna be even more pissed cause then not only will i be upset about the computer, but ill all be upset about not being able to get it to the shop.
im so frustrated. this might make me sound lame.. but in a way, i feel like im letting him down now cause im not going to be able to help with some stuff until i get my laptop up and running again. i wanna help, i have fun doing working on things with him or knowing i can get things done while hes at work. i know its not my fault the screen crapped out on me, but i still feel bad that im limited in helping out with certain aspects of the businesses.
im on my mas laptop right now. it sucks. its the slowest thing in te world. the keyboard is laid out completely different than mine as well and i keep fucking up what im typing. she doesnt even have firefox on here. im miss all my tabs and saved passwords and whatnots. this blows more than i could ever explain.
i need to go to bed before i get more pissed off than i already am. all i can say is im glad im still able to have access to secondlife, as shitty as the quality may be on this laptop.. voice still works, so i can still talk to hi even if he doesnt rezz for me, lol. alright, bed time for me.. i have a busy day tomorrow and im expecting a wake up call from him for a change of pace, lol. ;p