why did this whole computer bullshit have to happen now? seriously.. i feel like i was finally getting somewhere and then BAM! no more computer. no more photoshop. no more graphics. no more music. no itunes. no more bookmarks. no more anything i had on my computer. i mean, hopefully it can all be salvaged.. but until then.. i dont have shit. it just aggravates me.
i know most people wouldnt get as upset if their computer had to go to the shop, but most people are also able to get out and do what they want when they want. i dont have that luxury. going on secondlife was my way to escape, to socialize, to do whatever i want when i want. im already restricted with a lot of things in my life and now its like the one out i had just got snatched away from me.
yes, i realize i have another computer to use. honestly tho, its like going from the ritz to a pay by the hour motel. theres just no comparison. everything takes for ever to load, i cant have multiple things open and like i said before none of my shit is on here. i dont know what im going to do about it either. i can either bring it in to geek squad or call hp and see if they can handle it. eitherway its going to cost money, the problem is which is going to cost more? i need the computer, theres no doubt about that. its a matter of, do i deal with the broken one or buy a new one?
im trying to not let it all get the best of me, but it is to an extent. tomorrow after i figure out what to do with my computer situation im going to read and work on some art, i might even start his scarf.. finally. and of course, as usual ill be emailing with him throughout the day.. im pretty sure hes the only thing that keeps me sane.. tho he drives me nuts sometimes as well, lol. at least its in a good way i suppose. ;p