elle jay*

im really tired all the sudden. phase two was post-poned til tomorrow cause my my was busy. i did get all my paper work done tho, so yay! tomorrow is phase two and prior to that, website work and talking to him, woohoo! for now its sleep and.. oh yea key words tomorrow cause its [...]

so my room looks amazing so far. i got rid of so much shit. so much so that my room has a slight echo to it cause it was emptied that much, lol. everything has a place now. i cleared out entire shelves! i have like multiple empty to half empty shelves i can use [...]

so ive come to a decision.. i need to rearrange my life. it needs to start with my bedroom. i need to clear out my room and start over with a whole new look. i already know what colors i want and i have a rough idea of what i want it to look like. [...]

my arms are so tired today i didnt really do anthgin. even typrign this is a bitch so im goign to fgo to bed and hope that tomorrow itll be better. i feel so useless rihgt now.

today was a slow day. im pretty sure i napped for half of it. i dont know why, but ive been extra sleepy the past few days. it kinda sucks cause i cant get anything done then. just one more week before i can open my new box of food from nutrisystem.. i cant wait [...]

so apparently my ma is technologically retarded. she actually thought that when someone was calling me.. and their picture popped up.. that that person could see me on my side of the phone. like some sort of phone webcam thing. i guess she thought i have some unreleased version of iphone or something. i must [...]

i honestly havent done much today and i have a migraine.. i wanna type so much right now, but it hurts to look at the screen atm =/  tomorrow, during the day tho, i have some stuff id like to blog about :)

i know i havent written much over the past week. i went on a little hiatus. i needed it. i hung out with a friend i hadnt seen in a while, i fell, i drew, i read, i listened to music, i wii’ed.. i basically tried to stay afk for a week. and tho i [...]

“There’s nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their ‘discomfort’ like a favorite shirt. I can’t say I’m very pleased with where my life is just now… but [...]

what is the deal with wordpress working on my phone but not online? I can’t blog from my phone. that would take forever!

..and woke up just before midnight. so, no blog tonight… but ive made an effort to at least say i wasnt writing one, so it counts. ;p tomorrow tho, blogs will be written and websites will continue to be set up! yay!

ive been messing around on our website and forgot about blogging lol.. so.. im going back to that and ill write a better blog tomorrow.. cause right now im kinda into my music and this page and the dropshipper products, lol. yay!

sometimes all you need is a little time with your best friend to make everything alright again. i know it works for me. its like somehow or another i lose my way and i just need him to be there and it seems like i can get back on track. we dont even need to [...]

i put myself out there and all it does is blow up in my face. i thought i made a connection with someone.. he liked me, knew about the chair, enjoyed hanging with me.. talked about being with me, like wanted to be with me.. exchanged numbers, messenger names all that jazz. after all that [...]

i know what we had wasnt completely real.. but i still miss being close to him. yes, were still close, but its not the same. and now that hes involved with someone else, its definitely not the same, which is completely understandable. it doesnt negate the fact that it sucks, but i do understand it. [...]