so ive come to a decision.. i need to rearrange my life. it needs to start with my bedroom. i need to clear out my room and start over with a whole new look. i already know what colors i want and i have a rough idea of what i want it to look like. but i think im going to write about it step by step.. and ill even show paint samples and such and maybe take update pics of the progress :)
tomorrow im starting with the clean out process. im getting rid of so much shit. my ma is going to help me. ive already told her i dont want to hear her say “oh, youre getting rid of that?!” ..cause it always makes me second guess myself and i end up keeping it. not this time tho. i told her i dont even wanna hear it once. i think she got the point. so, im excited to start this. i have so much to get rid of. im giving some of my VHS movies to my nana and then ill sell the rest on craigslist. im also using my old computer that i was gonna sell.. but i bought another gig for it before it broke and i dont use it for anything else.. so im going to attempt to put all my music.. or as much of it thatll fit, onto that computer and then i can sell my cds.. cause honestly, im also getting rid of my stereo. i never ever use it. all i use is my iphone and my laptop. omg! i just realized something! i dont have to get rid of them.. but after i put them all on my computer i can keep the cds in the new van cause it has a cd player! ;D perfect!
im also going to go on craigslist and look for furniture there before going out and buying anything. people will trade on there or they just want it out.. plus, if i dont like it, i can always paint it myself which would be much cheaper. and idont mean like furniture.. i meant like storage things for like my dvds. and i need better art storage and book storage. come to think of it, we might have something in the basement i can use since i rearranged my room.. i might even be able to convince my ma to let/help me paint it.
i think this is a good pet project for me. i need to find myself and i cant do it by being online all the time. dont get me wrong, im not giving up the computer. im just going to be doing things so i wont be on as much. cause of course i still would be on to talk to him, theres not even a question about that.. and id still wanna log into secondlife and chat/dj at night if i wanted to. i just wouldnt be on as much during the day. plus, i would also be on to blog ;D
anyway, i need to sleep. i have a big day tomorrow.. starting with a wake up call for him before i sleep! ;D
tidy house, tidy mind. (if thats wrong, im sure he will correct it, lol)