elle jay*

not really tho.. i mean i do and i dont, i was in bed today until 6pm. i was tired tho, not depressed or anything. so today didnt consist of much. i woke up, had dinner and talked to him. we fucked with our blog and chatted and off to bed he went. i went [...]

the website/blog that him and i are working on has really gotten me to expand my horizon as far as photoshop is concerned. i love it. i now know how to make animated gifs.. may sound lame to some people, but whatever.. its new to me and i rocked it. you can check them out [...]

eighteen pounds so far.. thats just a little over 1 stone. a stone is fourteen pounds for those of you who didnt know. just about five more to go. yay! aside from diet stuff… he and i have been working hard on our site and blog.. so you should check out the links in the [...]

i slept all day. i woke up and was sad and instead of facing the day, i pulled the blankets over my head and closed my eyes.. wishing i could live in my dreams forever. everything is so perfect there and then to wake up and come back to the realization that its another day [...]

so ive been having a discussion about dimensions, string theory, aliens, religion, crystal skulls and a bunch of other things.. and im still actually in the middle of the conversation and im extremely interested in it.. so im going to go back to that and probably pass out shortly after its over. however, tomorrow ill [...]

so ive been trying for the past couple hours to get wordpress to work on my laptop, but it won’t.. so I’ve resorted to my phone. it’s definitely not the way I wanna blog but it works I suppose.
I need to get my ass in gear and write this blurb for my graphic design page.. [...]

nothing majorly exciting happened today. i wrote that letter, tho im not sure if it was done correctly. well find out i suppose. there was something i was planning on writing about tonight, but now that im here it totally slipped my mind. oh well, itll come back to me eventually..
so this diet is frustrating. [...]

the outside lift is broken and im not literally a prisoner in my own house. exciting, huh? i have to write a letter of necessity to the union that my dad and all of us are covered under to let them know i am in fact still in a wheelchair and still need a lift [...]

who would have thought it was useful? certainly not me, lol. ok, i know it is but today i was on facebook and actually used it to find people for the first time. yea, ive had the fuckin page for like 4 months or some shit and have just started searching for people.. and what [...]

i hung out with the family today and it was actually fun. we bowled aa few different times, i won one or two and lost some as well.. shit happens tho. aside from that nothing really happened today, my friend was supposed to come over and she bailed like i thought she would. no surprise [...]

lost weight that is ;D ..yea, thats right. i lost two more pounds! i did that yearbookyourself.com thing a few days ago and one of the pictures i did of myself turned out to actually look really good. im determined to look like that and hopefully by the time i get down to my goal [...]

1. him and i have officially known each other for a year. its been a hell of a year, thats for sure.. with plenty ups and downs, some tears and broken hearts… but it was followed by new beginnings and without a doubt a friendship that will last a lifetime. hes still as amazing as [...]

ive been putting off blogging for too long now. its not even that i put it off,  i just didnt know what to write about or id pass out before i could get anything down. but here i am! time to get back into the swing of things. last time i really blogged i had [...]

i know i havent written in a week or so, but ive just been feeling kinda crappy and every time i go to write i sit here staring at the screen and then end up just falling asleep. i havent done much to write about to begin with.. i will stop slacking tho.. cause i [...]

i know im slacking with the blogs.. but i was soo tired the past few days i crashed before i had a chance to type. im tired tonight too, and i hurt my neck and knee. tomorrow there will definitely be blogging tho. i have to work on the website and i wanna mess around [...]