nothing majorly exciting happened today. i wrote that letter, tho im not sure if it was done correctly. well find out i suppose. there was something i was planning on writing about tonight, but now that im here it totally slipped my mind. oh well, itll come back to me eventually..
so this diet is frustrating. of course im excited about the results thus far, but still.. diets in general suck. i miss flavor, lol. sometimes i just want something bad for me. this whole veggies, fruits, salads blah blah blah.. gets boring and it lacks in deliciousness. i know for a fact that without my movitation and goal i set for myself at the end of this ordeal, i would have already called quits. however, the trip at the end will prove to myself that i can do it. i can stick with something i put my mind to, no matter how much it sucks at the time. i guess in the past ive given up as soon as something became to difficult, fuck just look at my transcripts from college.. lots of W’s. anyway, as much as it sucks.. im finishing it. im going to england. im getting new ink. i have to keep repeating this, so sorry if it gets old.. but its my blog, so ;p lol..
anyway! i had a surprise visit from a friend of mine tonight. hes was always the spontaneous, never make plans kinda guy and its always nice to bullshit with him when he makes those randoms stops. we got to hang out for an hour or so, maybe longer.. i dont know to be honest, i know i was in sl with him and then my friend came in, but no idea how long i was gone. eitherway, im bringing him to england with me, lol. hes been askin to help me shower for the past.. ooh idk, six years maybe lol.. so, now ill let him.. maybe.. who knows?
im tired.. and rambling.. so bedtime for me.. no plans for tomorrow, its a play it by ear day, yay!