ok, so in dealing with the family bullshit, i neglected to post any new blogs. plus, i had the house to myself, well myself and my friend that stayed with me.. so we were occupied with other things and i really didnt even log on. and the past few nights ive passed out so early, posting a blog wasnt even in the cards. not too much has been going on anyway.
i dont know whats going on with my brother and that whole situation. last i heard he was going back overseas. i dont think he should, i honestly think my ma should call whoever his boss is and just be like ‘hey, hes unstable and shouldnt be going back’.. but im sure that would just cause a huge outburst from him. im even tempted to do it myself. i just have a horrible feeling if he does go back over that we wont see him again. i have a huge fear that whatever hes on will just get worse and he may reach a point of no return and he will be no where near home. i really hope im wrong about that, but who really knows.
aside from family issues, him and i are still working on our site/blog. its a pain in the ass trying to find a drop shipper, but i am determined to find one.. or hopefully he will be able to. eitherway, itll get done. we both need it to work. hes needs an out to drop his current job and i just need a job lol.. so it would be great if we could seriously get this business on its feet. itll happen, i have faith.. just wish it would happen sooner, lol.
im about to pass out and i need to be up in a few for a wake up call.. tomorrow will be a better post, promise.