the other day i was looking for some paper to write on. i went over to my bookshelf knowing i have a ton of sketch books and little journal type books over there. i found one tucked on top of a few others, i completely forgot i even had this one! i hadnt even written in it yet and ive had if for at least two years. the only thing i did with it was draw a design on it.
so now, its going to be my new journal. i got the urge to write a little.. contract with myself, if you will. just a little something to keep me going. and i think im going to write in it on a regular basis. the things i wanna write down, but not share with the world, even if it is with strangers. some things are meant just for me.
i really need to be serious about everything. no more slacking. no more sleeping late. its time to get on with things and really get on track because the more on track i am, the sooner ill be in england and hopefully the more money we have to spend on a little trip to london as well ;D
i know that the cold weather creeping in is going to drag me down. it does it all the time, but i need to do this. i cant let anything get in my way. fuck the weather, fuck anything negative anyone has to say. i can do anything i put my mind to.. hell, i already lost more than i thought i would. i have the support i need and i most definitely have the motivation. now its all up to me.
i see lots of wii’ing in my future.
Nothing is impossible to a willing heart.
John Heywood