i found out tonight that my friends niece is having brain surgery this morning. shes nine months old with a tumor on the front lobe of her brain. i cant remember everything my ma told me about it. thats just what sticks out in my mind at the moment. i cant even begin to imagine what they are going thru. the parents have only been married a couple years, had their first baby and now this.
makes you wonder what kind of god can do that to an innocent child. at least it makes me wonder that. i do question if there is a god on a regular basis. most of the time, if not all of it i just dont think there is.. however, i do believe there is something out there.. what it is, im not sure of.. but im not all for religion and i refuse to put a label on whatever it is that is out there. cause im not buying this “one true god” blah, blah, bullshit. dont get me wrong, im not here to preach what i think it right or wrong. you have your beliefs and i have mine. just dont try to shove your beliefs down my throat if i dont agree with yours.
honestly, if i got into what i really thought.. or what pops into my head sometimes, i think id scare people. lol, makes me sound like im a nutter. granted, i am.. but the good kind, not the lock me up in a padded cell kind. lets face it, everybody needs a little crazy in them. it keeps things interesting at the very least.
moving along, i was digging thru my drawer earlier tonight looking for a long lost sharpie. i love sharpies. im pretty sure i have every color and style possible excluding the sharpie pens. i need those, more so.. i want those, lol. i digress, so im digging for this sharpie and i found a notecard with some old websites on them. i completely forgot about these sites until tonight and im so happy i found them!
the first is called post secret. basically, people send in their secrets anonymously and they put them up on this page. some of them are crazy, but the site itself is rather addictive. personally, i wouldnt mind getting a copy of the book. theres actually a few of them out there from the guy, frank warren. the second and third are web-comics. coincidentally enough the creators of the two pages are married. ones called tooth paste for dinner and the other is natalie dee. i like them both, i think i prefer natalie dee tho. all three are linked in the side bar.
i need to sleep.. do me a solid tho? i dont care what you believe in.. but keep my friends niece in your thoughts.
sorry for the randomness.
Happiness isn’t something we find, it’s something we create.
Anon.