so i went to have my awesomely gross dinner. yes, gross. i know i said the food on this diet was good. i think i was lying to myself to block out the taste. i just cant do it anymore. even the food i liked before is tasting like the container it comes in. only good thing on the diet is the bars. anyway, so i go to have my dinner and i was going to have a diet 7-up with it. i cant have other pop cause the caffeine in it makes me have to pee more so than normal and i dont like dealing with the extra transfers. there is no more diet 7-up. my dad drank the last one even tho there is like three other kinds of pops to pick from.
i asked him about it and immediately he starts yelling. its bullshit. im on a fucking diet, i get to have certain things whereas he gets to have anyfuckingthing he wants. like tonight for dinner he got to have a delicious gyros with fries and a milkshake. i got mac ‘n’ cheese that tasted like crap. i thought at least i have something good to drink to look forward to, i was wrong.
HE DOESNT EVEN DRINK DIET POP! thats the part that kills me! he normally bitches if there isnt root beer. there are like fourteen bottles of it. he takes mine tho and then doesnt see what the problem is. if i would have done that to him it would he been the end of the world. because god forbid anyone takes something he wants. its like he reverts back to being a toddler. ugh, anyway.. its over and done with.. i just needed to vent!
im so tired right now, so its off to bed for me! lots of work to do tomorrow, yay!!