how am i supposed to get on the case with everything i need to if i cant fall asleep at night? its making my days less productive than id like and i dont know how to fix it. i cant take pills. they make me too groggy and it makes it hard to do pretty much everything the next day. especially transferring, it makes it next to impossible.
you would think listening to the sound of the rain would help me fall aleep, but it doesnt. to be honest, i miss falling alseep with him. i feel like i would turn into a light sleeper when that did happen, but id be in bed early and would sleep majority of the night. plus, it was comforting listening to his breathing, it was just loud enough to put me to sleep. ive tried leaving the tv on or the computer with the fan running, but all those do is annoy me, lol.
oh well, eventually i will fall asleep. i have to.. i have work to do tomorrow! plus, im djing for us in the a.m. while him and i work on our stuff. i suppose if anything, i could brainstorm [and by brain storm, i mean doze] while he works on his stuff cause the typing sound makes me sleepy sometimes. and then i could work on mine later on. who knows tho.
for now, im attemping this sleep bullshit again.
A ruffled mind makes a restless pillow.
Charlotte Brontë