elle jay*

first and foremost, the socks totally work. incredibly well, might i add. not only did my feet stay warm, but i could transfer at the same time. he is a genius! i have no idea why that thought never came to mind before. well, in all honesty, it probably has. however, pre-nubby socks, i would [...]

so on tuesday, i turned the big two seven. i had been waiting anxiously for the prezzies he had sent my way. i knew of two out of three, a pair of socks with nubby things on the feet.. so i can transfer and be warm [hes so thoughtful] and a how to book.. html, [...]

so sleepy, im going to crash. i have things i have to do tomorrow. have to! products, products, products! thats the agenda for tomorrow. seriously. i mean it this time. no fuckin around.

well, for starters ive lost 26.4lbs so far! in another 1.6 i will have lost two stone [for all you non-brits, a stone is fourteen pounds]. i will definitely have lost over thirty pounds by the time christmas rolls around and im realy excited about that. we arent having a traditional family thanksgiving this year [...]

i was going to write a long ass post tonight. about what i wasnt quite sure just yet, but i knew i was going to. im not really sure whats come over me in the past hour or so, but im a little down. and suddenly i dont feel like writing anything. id be quite [...]

just a little over a week til the folks go out of town! im excited. honestly, itll be the best birthday present ever. dont get me wrong, i love my parents even tho i may not always like them. but its hard living at home with them. so when they go on vacation, i get [...]

let me write you a song.
maybe you can play along,
on that yellow guitar of yours
with its yellow pine,
and its f-hole signs.
its magic i tell you
this kindred, unknowingly perfect
coercion of sound and rhythm.
we arent making music,
but the music of our lives.
a constant swift and changing melody
that loves us until the day we die.

thats what my ma and myself are.. according to him at least, lol. this weekend we had absolutely gorgeous weather. i love indian summers! so today my ma decided she wanted to go out for dinner. i figured my dad would go, but he got cranky and in turn didnt wanna go out. so it [...]

seriously, being in a wheelchair sometimes forces you into these situations where you have to come up with whatever you can to get some things done. for these occasions i have my tools of the trade which include my scissors, back scratcher and telestik. i use all three of these on a daily basis.
the back [...]

him and i were talking last night, sometimes i forget how well he knows me and knows when something is wrong. he of course asked and after replying with “nothing” a few times i finally told him i was sad and that i feel like a failure. im going to be twenty-seven in less than [...]

thats my motto, lol. i wish planning a trip was as easy for me as it is for most people. that would be too easy tho! theres wheelchair rental places to look into, accessible places to stay, accessible places to go see.. etc. that doesnt include going to london and quite possibly amsterdam and maybe [...]