just a little over a week til the folks go out of town! im excited. honestly, itll be the best birthday present ever. dont get me wrong, i love my parents even tho i may not always like them. but its hard living at home with them. so when they go on vacation, i get a little vacation of my own and it is absolutely wonderful. i am a little jealous tho, they are headed to arizona. i wanna go somewhere warm, too!
they are planning on retiring in arizona. so, they are going out there to go house shopping. granted they wont actually be moving out there for another five years or more. im not really sure what their plans are exactly, but i know my ma has mentioned staying out there in the winter and stuff cause she doesnt really want to sell the house were in now. personally, i dont want them to sell the house were in now either.
my ma and i have talked about it before. i told her that she should let me and a couple friends rent the house while they are gone and then when they come into town obviously they would stay here. i think it would be cool. i really would love to have a place of my own, but to be honest it would be difficult to do that because things do need to be set up a certain way so i can transfer and all that jazz. however, by the time i get down to my goal weight it might be so easy that it doesnt matter how things are set up cause ill be able to do my transfers regardless. who knows tho, that ill have to just wait and see about.
honestly, i dont want to move out to arizona, but i know i dont want to stay in chicago either. im hoping that when i lose all this weight, itll also give me a sense of freedom. i know ill be able to transfer easier. but it also means other people will be able to help me easier, lift me if need be. hell, they will even be able to carry me up stairs if its needed. ill be able to go places ive never been able to go and do things ive never been able to do. i know itll give me the confidence im currently lacking. and maybe just maybe, ill be able to live where ever i want to live because everything else will be so much easier for me.
and if thats not the case.. well him and i will always have our huts on the beach when we become successful and rich! lol
Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you.
Ralph Waldo Emerson