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..and then the house is mine for the week! yay! my friend thats staying with me is also on a diet, which makes it a little easier. we already have planned on playing a ton of wii and we have some arts and crafts projects in the works. shes givin up drinking so no alcohol [...]

i cant wait for them to go! i really need a break from the folks. my ma is driving me up a wall. anyway! we have two new sites to create for people, so our little business is going well. lol, too bad we arent making any money off  it it yet. i think the [...]

i have lost more weight! another 1.5lbs which brings me to a total of 29.6 lost so far. im so excited! diets really suck, im not going to lie. but when you see the results it makes it all worth it. when you continually see the numbers drop on the scale it makes all the [...]

i feel bad. today was his last day off and i slept thru it. we were on yahoo voice, but i slept. he even wanted to watch a movie and i slept thru that! i love being able to hang with him and nerd out, but i slept thru it today and it makes me [...]

i want to post, but i want to sleep. decisions, decisions. this wont be a long post cause honestly, i might pass out in the middle of it lol. just a quick little diet update.. i have officially lost 28lbs so far or for the brits, 2stone. ;D im quite pleased. my graphic design page [...]

fifteen days until the folks are out of town again. dont get me wrong, i love my parents. but holy fuck, sometimes they drive me crazy. im pretty sure we are all ready to have a vacation from each other. so im pretty excited. my friend that normally doesnt stay with me is going to [...]

pseudo me. myself, but not the real me. the person i want to be. the person i want people to see. the person i wish i was.wouldnt it be great to be yourself, but not be you at all? pseudo me isnt much different than myself. she can walk, shes outgoing and shes thin. i [...]

its one of the hardest things to do sometimes, but one of the most important things to do to make sure i stay on track. to be honest, ive been doing pretty good so far. ive been wii’ing for at least an hour every day, sometimes a little more. plus, im also doing other exercises [...]

oh how i miss you! im actually excited about moving to arizona. i know its a few years off and to be honest anything can happen by then.. but if i end up going there, itll be awesome. and fucking warm! yay!! i know when i first brought it up i was kind of reluctant [...]

i have my long term goal in site, but i can cut it down a bit into a short term goal. not so much making it “more realistic” cause it isnt an unrealistic goal to begin with. its just a matter of making it feel a little more.. reachable. baby steps is the way im [...]

i dont know who believes in paranormal and who doesnt, i definitely am a believer tho. i always have been. i have had my own experiences quite a few different times. besides that, who is to say there is no such thing as ghosts? most likely the same people that say there are no such [...]

this year is all about revolutions! thats right, fuck resolutions. this is the year of change. its time for me to really get on the case. i slacked a little on my diet with everything that was going on with my family, plus the holidays. it all just was bad timing and i got off [...]