its one of the hardest things to do sometimes, but one of the most important things to do to make sure i stay on track. to be honest, ive been doing pretty good so far. ive been wii’ing for at least an hour every day, sometimes a little more. plus, im also doing other exercises while i watch tv or if im working on the computer. i need to prove to myself that i can do this, regardless of how much dieting sucks lol. the sacrifice is most definitely be worth it as will the end result. i will literally be half my size. and ill have done it all on my own. well, mostly.. of course the support and encouragement helps. :)
another thing i think i might do to keep motivated is to put up some pictures that would remind me of what im working for. i have to admit, i got the idea from him, lol. he thought id make fun of him for doing it himself [weve all got goals!], but i actually thought it was a great idea. so, im going to start looking for some things that remind me of england and maybe some clothes i want or clothes id be able to wear once i hit my goal weight. only thing is i dont have anywhere to put them. hes got an office/studio, i have a bedroom. i think i might have to go get a cork-board and make use off it or i can be creative and maybe possibly make my own. ive done it in the past.. im sure i can do it again. who knows tho, lol. reagardless, i think having those visuals up is exactly what i need to keep me on track. polo does a pretty good job as well, if you remember hes one of the little guys he bought for me. i sent him marco and kept polo. they are our mascots and in all honesty, it really does work. hes just that little reminder of what im working towards and i love it.
so tomorrow is all about gathering things for motivation.. and logo making.. and music finding.. and umm idk what else! lol, ill find out tomorrow i suppose :) as for now tho, its time to sleep.. or at least attempt it cause at the moment im not really sleepy, but i know i should at least try. gotta get that schedule/routine sorted out asap!
Obstacles are things a person sees
when he takes his eyes off his goal.
E. Joseph Cossman