elle jay*

its been a month since i last posted. ive slacked immensely, but im back! i dont know what the deal was. nothing to talk about i suppose. my diet has hit a plateau which is bugging the fuck out of me. however, im still following it and its causing me to exercise even more than [...]

..and then the house is mine for the week! yay! my friend thats staying with me is also on a diet, which makes it a little easier. we already have planned on playing a ton of wii and we have some arts and crafts projects in the works. shes givin up drinking so no alcohol [...]

i cant wait for them to go! i really need a break from the folks. my ma is driving me up a wall. anyway! we have two new sites to create for people, so our little business is going well. lol, too bad we arent making any money off  it it yet. i think the [...]

i feel bad. today was his last day off and i slept thru it. we were on yahoo voice, but i slept. he even wanted to watch a movie and i slept thru that! i love being able to hang with him and nerd out, but i slept thru it today and it makes me [...]

this year is all about revolutions! thats right, fuck resolutions. this is the year of change. its time for me to really get on the case. i slacked a little on my diet with everything that was going on with my family, plus the holidays. it all just was bad timing and i got off [...]

i wanna hibernate. just go to bed right around the time the cold weather rolls in and wake up when its warm again. how fucking perfect is that? i think id give something up for that. i dont know what, but i would. maybe chocolate. id have to think about it first tho. i feel [...]

once again i believe her when she said she would be here to help me.. and once again she let me down. i didnt get out of bed until 2:45pm. that was after calling here about 10 different times after 10:30am. i thought someone was home so i transferred out of bed to the point [...]

i didnt finish my art piece before he got home. granted hes not home yet, but tomorrow he will be and it wont be done. it is close tho, i have been working on it every day. its a fairly big piece tho and after a while of drawing, my arms get tired. so as [...]

my internet has been acting funny all night. im pretty sure its the weather. it went from nice out to stormy with tornado warnings. those are always fun, expecially when im already in bed. id pretty much be fucked. i dont feel every well either. i think im getting a migraine. so this blog might [...]

so his prezzies are sent! finally, lol. but of course.. nothing went right in the process.
we didnt leave the house until 3:30pm. we arrived at the post office, someone was parked in the handicapped spot. they werent handicapped. the line was out the door, so we had to wait. it seemed like everyone and their [...]

..and over again. didnt get up til 3pm today. which in turns means i didnt get to bring his prezzies to the post office. tomorrow tho, for sure. i cant wait til i get someone new to take over mornings for her. she was in a bad mood tonight when she came over to help [...]

i need a new caregiver. today it was 3:15pm.. after repeated calls. she always says, “i can get up when i have something to do..”. apparently helping me doesnt count as something to do. she can get up fine for other things, tho. i know shes one of my best friends, but if shes gonna [...]

same shit different day. i didnt do much today. i was in bed until late in the afternoon again. i did however build some stuff in secondlife which im quite pleased with. ive also become very good at photoshop. i worked on my art piece after i got out of bed as well.. its looking [...]

i dont know what happened to that energy i had last week. it seems to have disappeared and because of that ive fallen twice in the last two days. its really frustrating. i dont know how to put into words exactly how frustrating it is. but when i do fall, it pretty much drains me [...]

so, im feeling the creative energies flowing.. i have so many ideas running thru my head that im finding it kinda hard to grab on to any one in particular. i know i wanna finish the piece i started already and i wanna work on the three canvas one for him. i already have a [...]