elle jay*

ive been a slacker. big time. to be honest, i dont feel like my excuse is legitimate, but it is at the same time. its a difficult one to explain. i really dont know where ive been for the past couple months, but i feel like i checked out during that time. i was depressed. [...]

i feel bad. today was his last day off and i slept thru it. we were on yahoo voice, but i slept. he even wanted to watch a movie and i slept thru that! i love being able to hang with him and nerd out, but i slept thru it today and it makes me [...]

i dont know who believes in paranormal and who doesnt, i definitely am a believer tho. i always have been. i have had my own experiences quite a few different times. besides that, who is to say there is no such thing as ghosts? most likely the same people that say there are no such [...]

a little over a month to be exact. sorry for the delay in posts, but this time there is a legitimate reason. unfortunately, its a reason i wish i didnt have. two days after my last post my family received some bad news. it was 2am and i couldnt sleep, neither could he. so we [...]

ok, so in dealing with the family bullshit, i neglected to post any new blogs. plus, i had the house to myself, well myself and my friend that stayed with me.. so we were occupied with other things and i really didnt even log on. and the past few nights ive passed out so early, [...]

i have a lot of family issues going down. there are some things going on with my brother right now. i dont know how i feel about the whole thing.. my mind is all over the place, tbh. its a lot to deal with tho. it saddens me to be honest to kno whes gotten [...]

the website/blog that him and i are working on has really gotten me to expand my horizon as far as photoshop is concerned. i love it. i now know how to make animated gifs.. may sound lame to some people, but whatever.. its new to me and i rocked it. you can check them out [...]

i finally got my new glasses! i love em.. unfortunately, they will never be this clean again. it seems that no matter what i do, even when my hands are no where near my glasses.. i end up with a fingerprint on them. its never fuckin fails either. honestly, id rather wear contacts. i tried [...]