elle jay*

so ive come to a decision.. i need to rearrange my life. it needs to start with my bedroom. i need to clear out my room and start over with a whole new look. i already know what colors i want and i have a rough idea of what i want it to look like. [...]

we got into it today. she was supposed to come help me early today so we could go out and do some stuff and she didnt get up until 4:15pm. i was beyond pissed. i wish i could have recorded the conversation. some stuff she said was just unbelievable. like when she said “you dont [...]

i didnt finish my art piece before he got home. granted hes not home yet, but tomorrow he will be and it wont be done. it is close tho, i have been working on it every day. its a fairly big piece tho and after a while of drawing, my arms get tired. so as [...]

i need a new caregiver. today it was 3:15pm.. after repeated calls. she always says, “i can get up when i have something to do..”. apparently helping me doesnt count as something to do. she can get up fine for other things, tho. i know shes one of my best friends, but if shes gonna [...]

ok, so this was originally written february of 2006, but i saw it and i decided to post it again. it was kind of a reminder, i might not always have things in my control. i might have to rely on people ive never met before. sometimes i have to ask for help or accept [...]

so after i wandering around the internet for a while, i thought i would stop by a site i hadnt been to in a while.. craigslist. sometimes i like to go and read the rants or the silly missed connections. i used to go there looking for a job, but it seemed like every time [...]