elle jay*

ive been a slacker. big time. to be honest, i dont feel like my excuse is legitimate, but it is at the same time. its a difficult one to explain. i really dont know where ive been for the past couple months, but i feel like i checked out during that time. i was depressed. [...]

i feel bad. today was his last day off and i slept thru it. we were on yahoo voice, but i slept. he even wanted to watch a movie and i slept thru that! i love being able to hang with him and nerd out, but i slept thru it today and it makes me [...]

i slept all day. i woke up and was sad and instead of facing the day, i pulled the blankets over my head and closed my eyes.. wishing i could live in my dreams forever. everything is so perfect there and then to wake up and come back to the realization that its another day [...]