elle jay*

its been a rough couple of days. an emotional rollercoaster if you will. i honestly dont even wanna get into it cause im still wrapping my head around it. however, as much as im upset, im still happy for him. he deserves the best, and if he did infact find someone then i hope she [...]

its one of those nights when it seems like everything was getting me down. i was thinking to much into things that already happened and its too late to change the past. drinking tonight didnt help that though. i know i fucked up and i know that its unfair to vent to him about certain [...]