ive been workin on some of my art and figuring out some stationery designs. so i cant wait to see where i can go with those.. besides that i havent been doing much, just lots of sleep and brainstorming… im off for now tho ;p more tomorrow, promise!

after only having to wait 5 minutes, we were in the room. since we were at a teaching hospital the first person to see us was a student or whatever youd call him. he was over EVERY note that they had on me. he was in there with us for at leat an hour if not longer. then it was time to weigh in. i was in a good mood, i was ready to see my weight. i watched the numbers count up.. they stopped at a number for a brief second, i got excited.. and then it went up. i gained 3 pounds. i was devistated. i still am to be honest. all i wanted to do was cry. we ended up being at the hosital until 12:10pm. it was a long day.

i thought after such a disappointment i needed a smile. we decided to go to the animal shelter and play with the kittens. the new ones arent as playful as the other ones were. still cute, but not as friendly. i was also kind of anooyed with one of the volunteers there. she was probably 10 years old, but every time the kitten even came by me the stupid little bitch would take the cat away from me. it was annoying. we finally left and came home. after we got home i went up to my room and cried for a bit. it was a rought day and that was a big let down.

tomorrow my chair gets brought in for repairs, so ill be sutck in bed all day. looks like itll be graphics and sleep for me. speaking of which, i wanna write more, but im passing out.. so, more tomorrow, sleep for now.

today was a good day tho. again, i didnt do much, but i spent pretty much all morning and part of the afternoon with my ma. she helped me shower and then we just kinda hung out and bullshitted for awhile it wasnt about anything in particular, just chatting. after that i headed upstairs and into secondlife. the plot him and i had for our home and my shop got reclaimed by the bitch we rented from. i had told her that he would be right on to pay it and she ignored me and returned all our stuff to us as i stood there. i was pissed and annoyed. mainly cause i hate unclumping stuff from my inventory. its a ballache.

after sorting everything out, i headed to the club i manage and i set up a new little home for us to hang out at. its small and cozy and about 2500m in the air. i like it. i like us having our own land and stuff to mess with and build on and whatnot. however, theres no need for him to be spending money on rent for us when we have another place we can do that. plus, the point is to save money, there are other things his money can go to and get him towards his goals of taking over the world amoungst other things. :) so we have a new home on rent free land, yay!

aside from that, not much has happened. i might dj tonight, but honestly.. i dont know as of yet. tomorrow tho im going to work on some graphics and i have tshirts i need to do for a different club.. and ill read a bit possibly.. oh! and talk to him since hes off tomorrow ;D for now tho, im gonna get ready for bed and see what the rest of the night has in store for me.. plus he should be home shortly as well. so til tomorrow.. ;p

i really hope this diet is working. i mean i think it is, im following it to a tee.. so in theroy it should work. i guess we will find out next week when i go to the doctor cause im going to use the wheelchair scale there. im kinda annoyed the appointment is at 830 in the fucking morning. that means i have to be up at like 6am to make sure we get there on time. do you know how long well be there then? im guessing a good 30-45 minutes BEFORE i even go into the room and then well see the doctor for 15 minutes and be done. its bullshit. im only doing it  cause i need to see the doctor before i can get a new wheelchair. yea, i need a prescription for the insurance company saying that im in a wheelchair and in fact need one on a daily basis. ive had oooh… three chairs, maybe four so far.. its not like im magically not it in anymore. fuck, that would be awesome if that was the case.

i made a couple graphics today. i like the way they turned out, i need to make more logos still. ill do those tomorrow. im really excited about this business. i have a feeling its going to be better than either of us expected. i also read for a bit today, not much tho. it was kinda making me sleepy and i dont wanna reread what i just read cause i fell asleep for part of it. so ill read more tomorrow. its supposed to be gorgeous out, so maybe ill sit outside and soak up some sun while i read.

tomorrow.. im fuckin blogging before dinner. this late night stuff isnt working anymore and im passing out before i can get anything down that i want to.. ive done it again and fallen asleep mid blog. i need some shut eye before his wake up call. tomorrow tho, for real this time… earlier blog or possibly a few different short ones throughout the day. who knows? i certainly dont. ;p

i didnt do too much today. ive been trying to get some graphics done, but i havent been feeling very creative. im still working on them tho.. just slowly. i also read a little more today. im actually reading two different books at the moment. oh, i also got commissioned in secondlife to do some tshirts for a friends club, i have 2 weeks to work on those, so ill start them this weekend i think.

i called her the other day. were talking again. i cracked. i dont care tho, i missed her. were planning our trip for august. we are gonna go to a casino, if its anything like last year we wont even go on the casino floor.. well just hangout, smoke and just bullshit for the three days were there. im excited about it. we are also trying to win dane cook tickets this week. hopefully tomorrow well be able to get thru, who knows tho.

my day was pretty uneventful.. i did however fall tonight. im not going to go into details, but theres more to it and it was just a very upsetting night. my wrist is killing me and my ankle isnt feelin too hot either. im pretty sure it drained me of whatever energy i did have tho cause i can hardly keep my eyes open any longer. i think tomorrow im just gonna blog a couple times and earlier in the day so i dont keep passing out and i can actually write something of substance.

so tomorrow… definitely work on some graphics. to be honest, its probably what ill end up doing most of the day. maybe read a bit, but i dont know.. as for now, im off to listen to him snore as i fall asleep myself. ;p