elle jay*

ive been a slacker. big time. to be honest, i dont feel like my excuse is legitimate, but it is at the same time. its a difficult one to explain. i really dont know where ive been for the past couple months, but i feel like i checked out during that time. i was depressed. [...]

i have to give a schuperschpechial thanks to him, my nerdface, for putting up that awesome clip of dug from UP! it makes me smile every time i play it and sometimes giggle ;D its the little things like that that make you absolutely amazing! thanks again, sweets ;p xx
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i love how the little things can make the biggest difference. i havent been in the best of moods lately. not that anything was majorly wrong, i was just letting my inner voice take over and it wasnt being very positive. however, after speaking to him and explaining what was wrong i feel about a [...]

its been a month since i last posted. ive slacked immensely, but im back! i dont know what the deal was. nothing to talk about i suppose. my diet has hit a plateau which is bugging the fuck out of me. however, im still following it and its causing me to exercise even more than [...]

i feel bad. today was his last day off and i slept thru it. we were on yahoo voice, but i slept. he even wanted to watch a movie and i slept thru that! i love being able to hang with him and nerd out, but i slept thru it today and it makes me [...]

i want to post, but i want to sleep. decisions, decisions. this wont be a long post cause honestly, i might pass out in the middle of it lol. just a quick little diet update.. i have officially lost 28lbs so far or for the brits, 2stone. ;D im quite pleased. my graphic design page [...]

fifteen days until the folks are out of town again. dont get me wrong, i love my parents. but holy fuck, sometimes they drive me crazy. im pretty sure we are all ready to have a vacation from each other. so im pretty excited. my friend that normally doesnt stay with me is going to [...]

its one of the hardest things to do sometimes, but one of the most important things to do to make sure i stay on track. to be honest, ive been doing pretty good so far. ive been wii’ing for at least an hour every day, sometimes a little more. plus, im also doing other exercises [...]

oh how i miss you! im actually excited about moving to arizona. i know its a few years off and to be honest anything can happen by then.. but if i end up going there, itll be awesome. and fucking warm! yay!! i know when i first brought it up i was kind of reluctant [...]

i have my long term goal in site, but i can cut it down a bit into a short term goal. not so much making it “more realistic” cause it isnt an unrealistic goal to begin with. its just a matter of making it feel a little more.. reachable. baby steps is the way im [...]

i dont know who believes in paranormal and who doesnt, i definitely am a believer tho. i always have been. i have had my own experiences quite a few different times. besides that, who is to say there is no such thing as ghosts? most likely the same people that say there are no such [...]

this year is all about revolutions! thats right, fuck resolutions. this is the year of change. its time for me to really get on the case. i slacked a little on my diet with everything that was going on with my family, plus the holidays. it all just was bad timing and i got off [...]

first and foremost, the socks totally work. incredibly well, might i add. not only did my feet stay warm, but i could transfer at the same time. he is a genius! i have no idea why that thought never came to mind before. well, in all honesty, it probably has. however, pre-nubby socks, i would [...]

so on tuesday, i turned the big two seven. i had been waiting anxiously for the prezzies he had sent my way. i knew of two out of three, a pair of socks with nubby things on the feet.. so i can transfer and be warm [hes so thoughtful] and a how to book.. html, [...]

well, for starters ive lost 26.4lbs so far! in another 1.6 i will have lost two stone [for all you non-brits, a stone is fourteen pounds]. i will definitely have lost over thirty pounds by the time christmas rolls around and im realy excited about that. we arent having a traditional family thanksgiving this year [...]