elle jay*

i was going to write a long ass post tonight. about what i wasnt quite sure just yet, but i knew i was going to. im not really sure whats come over me in the past hour or so, but im a little down. and suddenly i dont feel like writing anything. id be quite [...]

just a little over a week til the folks go out of town! im excited. honestly, itll be the best birthday present ever. dont get me wrong, i love my parents even tho i may not always like them. but its hard living at home with them. so when they go on vacation, i get [...]

thats what my ma and myself are.. according to him at least, lol. this weekend we had absolutely gorgeous weather. i love indian summers! so today my ma decided she wanted to go out for dinner. i figured my dad would go, but he got cranky and in turn didnt wanna go out. so it [...]

him and i were talking last night, sometimes i forget how well he knows me and knows when something is wrong. he of course asked and after replying with “nothing” a few times i finally told him i was sad and that i feel like a failure. im going to be twenty-seven in less than [...]

thats my motto, lol. i wish planning a trip was as easy for me as it is for most people. that would be too easy tho! theres wheelchair rental places to look into, accessible places to stay, accessible places to go see.. etc. that doesnt include going to london and quite possibly amsterdam and maybe [...]

last night him and i were talking and he was telling me about how he feels like crap. hes got a man cold, lol. anyway, while he was telling me about it at one point he said something along the lines of “you know when youre walking around…” my reply was “no, actually, i dont” [...]

how am i supposed to get on the case with everything i need to if i cant fall asleep at night? its making my days less productive than id like and i dont know how to fix it. i cant take pills. they make me too groggy and it makes it hard to do pretty [...]

i know i mentioned in the past that i send him froot loops. i also send him other treats as well ;D we have a lot of inside jokes, too. more than i could possibly count and most of them absolutely ridiculous. we love ‘em tho. its just a silly little gesture or noise that [...]

its a fact, deal with it. i really dont have much to say cause i tend to start rambling when i talk about him. i just wanted to say that he is in fact cooler than your best friend. he got me my own page, which rocks.. and hes just the cats pajamas. yea, i [...]

I think it is about time you were upgraded to the wordpress with all the sheeeeeet u can do with it. Have a play and fook about, if u fuck it up we can always start again :) Prezzie time Love u!! Peeeeceeeees ;p xx [edit: this was posted by him after he got me [...]

its muggy out, overcast. im expecting it to start raining, to be honest. theres a constant sound of cars and trucks passing by only to be broken up by an inevitable car horn because someone blew the stop sign again, like a cheap $2 hooker. occasionally, you get to hear the high pitched engine of [...]

i just got the best motivation ever from him. im not going to say what it was, but its something ive been wanting to do.. well its something i do, but ive wanted to do it with him and he was like fuck it when you come here we will.. SOOOOoOOOoo that means.. my motivation [...]

i dont know what my deal is lately, but as soon as night hits.. all i wanna do is pass the fuck out. i didnt really do anything of interest today. however, i did start watching the lord of the rings this morning at 7am.. and they showed all 3 of them.. so i basically [...]

first, before i rant about the mall.. id like to say i dont remember writing my last post, lol. i was extremely tired when i wrote it and even told him when i called to wake him up a few minutes ago that i hadnt posted before i went to bed, but apparently i did. [...]

so ive been trying for the past couple hours to get wordpress to work on my laptop, but it won’t.. so I’ve resorted to my phone. it’s definitely not the way I wanna blog but it works I suppose. I need to get my ass in gear and write this blurb for my graphic design [...]