elle jay* » jim rohn http://www.ellejay.com nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Wed, 18 Aug 2010 00:11:55 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 elle jay* http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/8a6bc269a9181f0a68a5d1bc61bce9d0.png?s=48 http://www.ellejay.com yay! http://www.ellejay.com/2010/01/yay-3/ http://www.ellejay.com/2010/01/yay-3/#comments Wed, 13 Jan 2010 05:20:06 +0000 elle http://www.ellejay.com/?p=877 i have lost more weight! another 1.5lbs which brings me to a total of 29.6 lost so far. im so excited! diets really suck, im not going to lie. but when you see the results it makes it all worth it. when you continually see the numbers drop on the scale it makes all the shitty food and sacrifices seem moot. do i want to eat the foods i know i shouldnt? of course. do i have insane cravings at times? fuck yea. do i watch the food network and basically torture myself with all the yumminess they show on there? sadly, i do. lol i do just like to watch them cook too, tho. reagardless of all that, do i fuck up what ive worked for for a few minutes of something tasting good before its gone? no, i dont. you wanna know why? cause nothing.. nothing tastes as good as being thin is going to feel.

thats what i realized today. ive lost 1.5lbs in a matter of 3 days. why? cause im determined. im motivated. ive got that grrrr factor back and im not letting it slip away again! ive added new things i can do to exercise even when im sitting in bed.. kinda like im doing now while i type this post. its eleven at night and im exercising even tho i can wait til the morning. why? cause i want this more than anything and i have deadlines and goals to meet. even the littlest movements can help, thats obvious after my last weigh-in. and it will be even more obvious after the next one and the one after that and so on ;D

30lbs by april 1st. pfft, thatll be a piece of proverbial cake ;D lol. for now tho i need sleep, i have a business meeting in the morning with my cousin! sleepydoodle time! positive mental attitude for the win! lol

When you know what you want
and you want it badly enough,
you’ll find a way to get it.
Jim Rohn

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