elle jay*

i should be in england right now. im not tho and its not that im not ready. i just havent met my goal weight, unfortunately. i could have gone regardless, but it would defeat the point of the trip to begin with. it is supposed to be my reward for reaching my goal weight and [...]

i love how the little things can make the biggest difference. i havent been in the best of moods lately. not that anything was majorly wrong, i was just letting my inner voice take over and it wasnt being very positive. however, after speaking to him and explaining what was wrong i feel about a [...]

i have lost more weight! another 1.5lbs which brings me to a total of 29.6 lost so far. im so excited! diets really suck, im not going to lie. but when you see the results it makes it all worth it. when you continually see the numbers drop on the scale it makes all the [...]

its one of the hardest things to do sometimes, but one of the most important things to do to make sure i stay on track. to be honest, ive been doing pretty good so far. ive been wii’ing for at least an hour every day, sometimes a little more. plus, im also doing other exercises [...]

so on tuesday, i turned the big two seven. i had been waiting anxiously for the prezzies he had sent my way. i knew of two out of three, a pair of socks with nubby things on the feet.. so i can transfer and be warm [hes so thoughtful] and a how to book.. html, [...]

thats my motto, lol. i wish planning a trip was as easy for me as it is for most people. that would be too easy tho! theres wheelchair rental places to look into, accessible places to stay, accessible places to go see.. etc. that doesnt include going to london and quite possibly amsterdam and maybe [...]

i have my to-do list set for tomorrow! everything i need to have the most productive day possible. now if it all goes off without a hitch, ill be happy. its raining at the moment, so im hoping that itll be done by the time im ready to go to the post office. i have [...]

the other day i was looking for some paper to write on. i went over to my bookshelf knowing i have a ton of sketch books and little journal type books over there. i found one tucked on top of a few others, i completely forgot i even had this one! i hadnt even written [...]

im down 20lbs and i feel great. just another 79lbs to go.. 69lbs until i book tickets!! i lost my motivation for a minute, just for a minute tho. i was re-motivated after a phone call a few days ago, i was told things i already knew.. but sometimes hearing it from the person is [...]

nothing majorly exciting happened today. i wrote that letter, tho im not sure if it was done correctly. well find out i suppose. there was something i was planning on writing about tonight, but now that im here it totally slipped my mind. oh well, itll come back to me eventually..
so this diet is frustrating. [...]

who would have thought it was useful? certainly not me, lol. ok, i know it is but today i was on facebook and actually used it to find people for the first time. yea, ive had the fuckin page for like 4 months or some shit and have just started searching for people.. and what [...]