i really hope this diet is working. i mean i think it is, im following it to a tee.. so in theroy it should work. i guess we will find out next week when i go to the doctor cause im going to use the wheelchair scale there. im kinda annoyed the appointment is at 830 in the fucking morning. that means i have to be up at like 6am to make sure we get there on time. do you know how long well be there then? im guessing a good 30-45 minutes BEFORE i even go into the room and then well see the doctor for 15 minutes and be done. its bullshit. im only doing it  cause i need to see the doctor before i can get a new wheelchair. yea, i need a prescription for the insurance company saying that im in a wheelchair and in fact need one on a daily basis. ive had oooh… three chairs, maybe four so far.. its not like im magically not it in anymore. fuck, that would be awesome if that was the case.

i made a couple graphics today. i like the way they turned out, i need to make more logos still. ill do those tomorrow. im really excited about this business. i have a feeling its going to be better than either of us expected. i also read for a bit today, not much tho. it was kinda making me sleepy and i dont wanna reread what i just read cause i fell asleep for part of it. so ill read more tomorrow. its supposed to be gorgeous out, so maybe ill sit outside and soak up some sun while i read.

tomorrow.. im fuckin blogging before dinner. this late night stuff isnt working anymore and im passing out before i can get anything down that i want to.. ive done it again and fallen asleep mid blog. i need some shut eye before his wake up call. tomorrow tho, for real this time… earlier blog or possibly a few different short ones throughout the day. who knows? i certainly dont. ;p

aside from from the new found knowledge about the smoking and the new drink recipe, it was a good day. im slowly learning how to crochet. its a bit tricky at first, but i got the hang of it.. kinda. im still confused on some of the maneuvers.. but ill figure it out eventually. i will make a scarf by the time im done learning.. or maybe ill just call it a scarf regardless of what it looks like lol.the origami has kind of taken a backseat to the crocheting.. both are a bit difficult for me and not just cause of steps involved in doing it, but because of how much you have to use your fingers to do all the little details involved. its just slightly difficult to grasp the yarn or the paper sometimes. but im working my way thru learning both regardless. i can totally do them both. it might take me months to finish a scarf or whatever origami design i decide to make.. but i dont care. itll make it that much better and itll be that much more of an accomplishment for me when its all said and done.

i think i wrote in a previous blog that im nervous about getting my new wheelchair. im not so much any more. ive been researching them the past couple of nights and i like what im seeing. my chair is cool enough as is, but its also about ten years old or so. some of the features on the newer ones are the same as mine.. but the electronic set up of it is different.. and so much fuckin cooler. so im pretty excited about the new one now lol.

as for tomorrow… more crocheting, more visiting, more drinking (probably), smoking (hopefully) and who knows what else! ;D