elle jay*

i have lost more weight! another 1.5lbs which brings me to a total of 29.6 lost so far. im so excited! diets really suck, im not going to lie. but when you see the results it makes it all worth it. when you continually see the numbers drop on the scale it makes all the [...]

i feel bad. today was his last day off and i slept thru it. we were on yahoo voice, but i slept. he even wanted to watch a movie and i slept thru that! i love being able to hang with him and nerd out, but i slept thru it today and it makes me [...]

fifteen days until the folks are out of town again. dont get me wrong, i love my parents. but holy fuck, sometimes they drive me crazy. im pretty sure we are all ready to have a vacation from each other. so im pretty excited. my friend that normally doesnt stay with me is going to [...]

pseudo me. myself, but not the real me. the person i want to be. the person i want people to see. the person i wish i was.wouldnt it be great to be yourself, but not be you at all? pseudo me isnt much different than myself. she can walk, shes outgoing and shes thin. i [...]

oh how i miss you! im actually excited about moving to arizona. i know its a few years off and to be honest anything can happen by then.. but if i end up going there, itll be awesome. and fucking warm! yay!! i know when i first brought it up i was kind of reluctant [...]

first and foremost, the socks totally work. incredibly well, might i add. not only did my feet stay warm, but i could transfer at the same time. he is a genius! i have no idea why that thought never came to mind before. well, in all honesty, it probably has. however, pre-nubby socks, i would [...]

so on tuesday, i turned the big two seven. i had been waiting anxiously for the prezzies he had sent my way. i knew of two out of three, a pair of socks with nubby things on the feet.. so i can transfer and be warm [hes so thoughtful] and a how to book.. html, [...]

well, for starters ive lost 26.4lbs so far! in another 1.6 i will have lost two stone [for all you non-brits, a stone is fourteen pounds]. i will definitely have lost over thirty pounds by the time christmas rolls around and im realy excited about that. we arent having a traditional family thanksgiving this year [...]

i have my to-do list set for tomorrow! everything i need to have the most productive day possible. now if it all goes off without a hitch, ill be happy. its raining at the moment, so im hoping that itll be done by the time im ready to go to the post office. i have [...]

i wanna hibernate. just go to bed right around the time the cold weather rolls in and wake up when its warm again. how fucking perfect is that? i think id give something up for that. i dont know what, but i would. maybe chocolate. id have to think about it first tho. i feel [...]

..but it wasnt me! today was gorgeous. i didnt go to bed until 8am or 9am and then got up at 11:30, roughly. today was flu shot day. oh, this morning i weighed myself and last week i put on three pounds, but i lost it all. im back on track now. no more going [...]

i slept all day. i woke up and was sad and instead of facing the day, i pulled the blankets over my head and closed my eyes.. wishing i could live in my dreams forever. everything is so perfect there and then to wake up and come back to the realization that its another day [...]

man, i love wii’ing. seriously.. i wii’ed for 2.5 hours tonight, lol. i finally got my ma and my dad to play some bowling with me. i beat my top score for my left hand – 153.. and i did for my right as well with a 145. i love it. my ma got all [...]

so i fell today and bumped my head on the way down. it hurt like a bitch and my head has been hurting all day. because of that, i didnt do much today. i did download some music ive been meaning to and i basically just chilled. headaches suck, much like my balance did this [...]

i guess that saying ‘early to bed, early to rise’ is true. granted, my alarm did go off to wake him up.. but instead of going back to sleep, here i am lol. makes sense tho considering i went to bed by like 10pm, if not sooner. im going to the movies today with my [...]