him and i were talking last night, sometimes i forget how well he knows me and knows when something is wrong. he of course asked and after replying with “nothing” a few times i finally told him i was sad and that i feel like a failure. im going to be twenty-seven in less than [...]
Posts tagged ‘scared’
ramblings.
November 4th, 2009
playing catch up again
September 10th, 2009
ok, so in dealing with the family bullshit, i neglected to post any new blogs. plus, i had the house to myself, well myself and my friend that stayed with me.. so we were occupied with other things and i really didnt even log on. and the past few nights ive passed out so early, [...]
family..
September 3rd, 2009
i have a lot of family issues going down. there are some things going on with my brother right now. i dont know how i feel about the whole thing.. my mind is all over the place, tbh. its a lot to deal with tho. it saddens me to be honest to kno whes gotten [...]
the concert incident
May 7th, 2009
ok, so this was originally written february of 2006, but i saw it and i decided to post it again. it was kind of a reminder, i might not always have things in my control. i might have to rely on people ive never met before. sometimes i have to ask for help or accept [...]