elle jay* » sick http://www.ellejay.com nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Wed, 18 Aug 2010 00:11:55 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 elle jay* http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/8a6bc269a9181f0a68a5d1bc61bce9d0.png?s=48 http://www.ellejay.com hmm http://www.ellejay.com/2009/05/hmm/ http://www.ellejay.com/2009/05/hmm/#comments Thu, 14 May 2009 04:18:24 +0000 elle http://ellejayxoh.wordpress.com/?p=301 my internet has been acting funny all night. im pretty sure its the weather. it went from nice out to stormy with tornado warnings. those are always fun, expecially when im already in bed. id pretty much be fucked. i dont feel every well either. i think im getting a migraine. so this blog might be cut short, just a bit. starting on friday my ma is going to be helping me in the mornings. im tired of getting out of bed in the middle of the afternoon. we set up a schedule and she told me that was perfect and we only followed it for a week. thats bullshit. i know its her only source of income for the most part, but if she wants the full thing then she needs to treat it like a job. shes already getting paid for hours shes not even here. its not my fault she cant wake up in time. so she will have to make her own decisions. im letting her know that tomorrow. im a little nervous, but its gotta be done.

today i worked on my art once i did get up and i read, then did more art and read again. i got to talk to him tonight, too.. which is always a good thing :) ..i was djing, but no one showed really.. so i said fuck it and left. ma helped me into bed tonight cause she doesnt have a car at the moment. surprisingly enough, we didnt fight during her helping me like usual. it was nice. i hope that continues.

tomorrow is more art.. im almost done.. and of course more reading. i think i might start his scarf tomorrow and i dont know what else, maybe sketch a little. and talk to him if he can get online ;D for now tho, its bed time i think.

]]> http://www.ellejay.com/2009/05/hmm/feed/ 0 lazy days http://www.ellejay.com/2009/04/lazy-days/ http://www.ellejay.com/2009/04/lazy-days/#comments Fri, 01 May 2009 04:00:30 +0000 elle http://ellejayxoh.wordpress.com/?p=198 well my ma finally left this morning, yay! so i have a nice long weekend without her. granted my dad is still here, but he gets up early for work, is out all day and goes to bed early. so basically her and i have the house to ourselves. we got up kinda late today and brought our friend from ireland to the airport. it was sad to see her go. shes lived with us before and i miss having her around, she was fun. plus, there was a lot less yelling in the house when she was around. and thats always a nice thing. also, driving to the airport stirred up some feelings.. but thats a different story for another time.. soon.

after dropping her off at the airport, we decided to head to the bar and see who was all there. no one was really, but we got free drinks thanks to one of the guys that was there. the bartender is a friend of ours as well, she makes amazing drinks. nic and strong, lol. especially when you havent had anything to eat all day and then you have a strong drink. lets just say, i was feeling it. and i had three of them. by the time we got home, i was very very buzzed and my dad was all talking to me. the room behind him was wobbling. thankfully, we didnt have to talk too long, lol.

something is definitely up with me.. i think i might be getting sick, but im hoping im wrong. i have been feeling funny tho, achy and just like ive been put through the wringer. its weird tho cause even tho i feel like shit, my energy level and mood is amazing. so im not quite sure whats going on. like i wanna feel better, but if it means a drop in the other two.. itd take the feeling like shit instead. this energy spike is incredible. im doing transfers in record time and i havent fallen in quite a few days now (knock on wood), so im really happy about that.

im excited about saturday, its our errand day.. but also i may possibly, probably be getting another tattoo. yay! oh! and i dont know if anyone really reads this, but if you do and you have mafia live on your iphone or ipod touch or whatever supports it.. my family code is 144 355 436. add me. is it sad that i have that memorized? and yes, i spelled it was a z.. or zed. ;p punk. and yes, im a nerd. ive already established this and i also fully embrace my nerdiness.

so tomorrow, i think i might work on my art piece a little and maybe crochet. ill have the house to myself all day. im going to have to find things to keep me occupied. any suggestions?

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