you would think listening to the sound of the rain would help me fall aleep, but it doesnt. to be honest, i miss falling alseep with him. i feel like i would turn into a light sleeper when that did happen, but id be in bed early and would sleep majority of the night. plus, it was comforting listening to his breathing, it was just loud enough to put me to sleep. ive tried leaving the tv on or the computer with the fan running, but all those do is annoy me, lol.

oh well, eventually i will fall asleep. i have to.. i have work to do tomorrow! plus, im djing for us in the a.m. while him and i work on our stuff. i suppose if anything, i could brainstorm [and by brain storm, i mean doze] while he works on his stuff cause the typing sound makes me sleepy sometimes. and then i could work on mine later on. who knows tho.

for now, im attemping this sleep bullshit again.

A ruffled mind makes a restless pillow.
Charlotte Brontë

tomorrow tho is an early start. well, today i should say since its like 3:40am. regardless! im going to bed now and tomorrow will be a better post and more work on the site, both sites maybe. fuck, maybe even my sugarmooch page will get worked on! plus, i have other things i need to do tomorrow. anyway, im off to lala land.

aside from that, he decided on what our business is gonna be. im super excited cause were going to be doing graphic designs/logos. ive already done one that he had me do for a friend of his and he loved it. there might even be shirts printed, which is rather exciting. ;D now i need to start making up some fake logos to put on the site were gonna have so people can see my work and then buy shit from us so we can become rich and take over the world!! mwhahaha.. lol ok sorry about that.. got carried away.. and im loopy cause im sleepy.

i think its about my bedtime. tomorrow tho.. definitely more reading and then logos.. and of course emails galore between him and i while he works. aside from that… who knows what tomorrow will bring :) maybe ill be inspired to draw or paint if my arms arent too tired.

and of course we both got a kick out of the fact that because of how i was laying i looked like nothing but a floating head in a sea of plaid. thats thanks to my electric bed being up behind me, my pillow to the side of me and my blankets up around me. seriously, floating head in a sea of plaid. it was quite comical, a nice laugh for the morning lol. in all honesty tho, i liked that i was able to go on cam without a second thought. it felt good.. plus its always nice to see his nerdface. i mean his superfuckin cool face =x ..even when he sits there and makes funny faces about 95% of the time.. always a good time tho.

i know ive also mentioned this before, but i love our morning chats. its really the best way to wake up in the morning. plus, sometimes he just says the things i need to hear, just little reminders that are desperately needed.. especially today, it was perfet timing and much needed. he just always seems to know just when those times are and i love him for that amoungst other reasons.

after our morning chat and he left for the bbq he was going to i chatted with my ma while my dad finally  move the exercise thing into my room. im so excited its finally in here. i used to today too.. only for ten minutes or so tho. no one is home and i didnt want my arms to be too tired just in case no one was here to help me right away. i did use it tho! aside from that, ive fucked around in secondlife today. actually, i ran into an old friend completely by accident and her and i bullshitted for a bit.

i also messed around with photoshop for a bit today. however, i didnt fuck with the logo cause last night when we were discussing what changes he wanted for the it.. i was so tired, i forgot what those changes were lol. now im tired again, which is why im writing this so much earlier than i normally would. this way after he gets home i can chat and then pass out without having to try to stay awake to type. i cant believe its not even 8pm yet and im ready to go to sleep.

tomorrow im going to work on more designs for stationery, read, exercise and after that.. i dont really know right now.. probably sleep, lol! ;p

after the initial investigation they climbed all over the chair and myself like i was a jungle gym. at one point two of them even took naps on me. i wanted to steal them and bring them home with me. minnie was my favorite. she laid with me all day. she played with the string on my hoodie and messed with my hair. she was precious. i loved that i could pick her up all by myself. i need to convince my ma to bring home a kitten with us.

i got home from the shelter and hung out with my ma for a bit and watched part of a movie with her. she went to run some errands so i ended upstairs fuckin around on photoshop for a bit then secondlife. i was in bed by 8pm or so.. chatted with him for a bit and then we both ended up passing out on a voice call. i dont even remember falling asleep. it was nice fallin asleep with him tho, as usual. i vaguely remember waking up around 1am or so and hearing him briefly before i passed out again.

we woke up this morning to my lovely alarm on my iphone. seriously, its the best alarm ever. ive never woken up so quickly with any other cell phone alarm clock ever. sometimes i even catch it before it goes off, lol. if i dont it scares the shit out of me. i remember how much it would scare me when id hear his go off thru the headset.. and now that its mine and louder.. its even worse.

we bullshitted once we were coherent enough. briefly talked about business names.. actually, it was more than briefly. i flipped thru the dictionary while he searched for different words online. eventually we decided on one.. im not gonna say what it is yet tho ;p ..regardless, i immediately started working in photoshop on a logo. im sure i mentioned it before.. but, hes fuckin picky lol. those of you who read the prior blog about me doing his other logos would know that. im already on like the 2345884th one. its a good thing i like photoshop.. and him. haha

i worked on those pretty much all day and then got into bed relatively early. ive been wanting to pass out for the last couple hours, but forced myself to stay awake so i could a) talk to him longer and b) not wake up at 3am cause i went to bed uber early. however, its going on 10:30 and definitely my bed time. tomorrow, im sure ill work on more logos and who the fuck knows what elese ;p .. for now tho, its off to bed!