elle jay*

just a little over a week til the folks go out of town! im excited. honestly, itll be the best birthday present ever. dont get me wrong, i love my parents even tho i may not always like them. but its hard living at home with them. so when they go on vacation, i get [...]

i dont know what happened to that energy i had last week. it seems to have disappeared and because of that ive fallen twice in the last two days. its really frustrating. i dont know how to put into words exactly how frustrating it is. but when i do fall, it pretty much drains me [...]

and we have a winner! the logo is complete, lol. and photoshop is my friend again. it didnt crash once while i was working on it. i even taught myself how to make the particular background i was going for. the finished logo looks.. amazing! ;D im quite pleased with my work and from his [...]

its one of those nights when it seems like everything was getting me down. i was thinking to much into things that already happened and its too late to change the past. drinking tonight didnt help that though. i know i fucked up and i know that its unfair to vent to him about certain [...]