elle jay* » website http://www.ellejay.com nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Wed, 18 Aug 2010 00:11:55 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 elle jay* http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/8a6bc269a9181f0a68a5d1bc61bce9d0.png?s=48 http://www.ellejay.com i want to change the world, instead i sleep. http://www.ellejay.com/2009/10/i-want-to-change-the-world-instead-i-sleep/ http://www.ellejay.com/2009/10/i-want-to-change-the-world-instead-i-sleep/#comments Sat, 17 Oct 2009 08:49:32 +0000 elle http://ellejayxoh.wordpress.com/?p=625 i had plans of getting up today and really getting into the website today. it didnt happen as planned. its ok tho, i did add more products tonight. but had i not fallen back asleep, i could have done so much more. well, to be fair when i did wake up the internet wasnt working. so, maybe my brainstorm session was meant to be, lol. like i said, i still made progress and thats all that matters.

tomorrow tho is an early start. well, today i should say since its like 3:40am. regardless! im going to bed now and tomorrow will be a better post and more work on the site, both sites maybe. fuck, maybe even my sugarmooch page will get worked on! plus, i have other things i need to do tomorrow. anyway, im off to lala land.

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i dont know whats going on with my brother and that whole situation. last i heard he was going back overseas. i dont think he should, i honestly think my ma should call whoever his boss is and just be like ‘hey, hes unstable and shouldnt be going back’.. but im sure that would just cause a huge outburst from him. im even tempted to do it myself. i just have a horrible feeling if he does go back over that we wont see him again. i have a huge fear that whatever hes on will just get worse and he may reach a point of no return and he will be no where near home. i really hope im wrong about that, but who really knows.

aside from family issues, him and i are still working on our site/blog. its a pain in the ass trying to find a drop shipper, but i am determined to find one.. or hopefully he will be able to. eitherway, itll get done. we both need it to work. hes needs an out to drop his current job and i just need a job lol.. so it would be great if we could seriously get this business on its feet. itll happen, i have faith.. just wish it would happen sooner, lol.

im about to pass out and i need to be up in a few for a wake up call.. tomorrow will be a better post, promise.

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the diet is going well, ive lost a couple more pounds. im down a shirt size or two and my rings will no longer stay on my fingers. ive also been saving up for my trip to england once i hit my goal weight. im really excited about that and it it definitely keeping me motivated. whenever i think about how much dieting actually sucks and wonder why im going it to begin with, i just remember that i get to go hang out with him and get some fresh ink while im out there as well.

speaking of him, were slowly progressing with the website, check out the side bar for links. products are up and payment methods work.. were just trying to get the blog going for it, otherwise its good to go. granted we will continually be adding products and stuff, but theres enough on there now for it to get off its feet. i know ive said it before, but him and i make a good team. except when we distract each other from the task at hand, like the website, lol. but even then still a great team! team geek ’86, lol. none of you will know what that means and i refuse to explain. ;p

my ma is had been getting on my nerves, but im dealing with it as best i can. tomorrow were going to the mall cause she wants to get on a familu plan for the phones. basically she wants to be on my plan. it annoys me, but shes balckmailing me, so i have to. who knows tho, maybe itll make my phone bill cheaper in the long run anyway.. nothing wrong with that!

aside from all that, not much has been going on.. so im going to head to bed and see where my day takes me tomorrow. oh! if you dont know what yearbookyourself.com is.. check it out, ill link it in the side bar. it is fuckin hilarious! him and i are still laughing about it, lol.

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