elle jay*

i should be in england right now. im not tho and its not that im not ready. i just havent met my goal weight, unfortunately. i could have gone regardless, but it would defeat the point of the trip to begin with. it is supposed to be my reward for reaching my goal weight and [...]

ive been a slacker. big time. to be honest, i dont feel like my excuse is legitimate, but it is at the same time. its a difficult one to explain. i really dont know where ive been for the past couple months, but i feel like i checked out during that time. i was depressed. [...]

i have lost more weight! another 1.5lbs which brings me to a total of 29.6 lost so far. im so excited! diets really suck, im not going to lie. but when you see the results it makes it all worth it. when you continually see the numbers drop on the scale it makes all the [...]

i want to post, but i want to sleep. decisions, decisions. this wont be a long post cause honestly, i might pass out in the middle of it lol. just a quick little diet update.. i have officially lost 28lbs so far or for the brits, 2stone. ;D im quite pleased. my graphic design page [...]

i have my long term goal in site, but i can cut it down a bit into a short term goal. not so much making it “more realistic” cause it isnt an unrealistic goal to begin with. its just a matter of making it feel a little more.. reachable. baby steps is the way im [...]

well, for starters ive lost 26.4lbs so far! in another 1.6 i will have lost two stone [for all you non-brits, a stone is fourteen pounds]. i will definitely have lost over thirty pounds by the time christmas rolls around and im realy excited about that. we arent having a traditional family thanksgiving this year [...]

just a little over a week til the folks go out of town! im excited. honestly, itll be the best birthday present ever. dont get me wrong, i love my parents even tho i may not always like them. but its hard living at home with them. so when they go on vacation, i get [...]

i know i mentioned in the past that i send him froot loops. i also send him other treats as well ;D we have a lot of inside jokes, too. more than i could possibly count and most of them absolutely ridiculous. we love ‘em tho. its just a silly little gesture or noise that [...]

i really dont have much to say at the moment, but i thought id touch base. ive lost 21 lbs so far.. so the diet is going well. even with going to a wedding and eating some of the most wonderful food ive ever had, including the worlds best cupcakes.. i still lost weight. so [...]

im down 20lbs and i feel great. just another 79lbs to go.. 69lbs until i book tickets!! i lost my motivation for a minute, just for a minute tho. i was re-motivated after a phone call a few days ago, i was told things i already knew.. but sometimes hearing it from the person is [...]

who would have thought it was useful? certainly not me, lol. ok, i know it is but today i was on facebook and actually used it to find people for the first time. yea, ive had the fuckin page for like 4 months or some shit and have just started searching for people.. and what [...]

so, today was a pretty good day. he came up with a master plan and we will be working on a business together.. and in turn we will be rich! lol, at least thats the plan, but we both know it wont start out smoothly. i do get to make logos for it tho! yay! [...]

i slept all night except for waking up for about twenty mins and then passing back out. i woke up again at like 5:40am to have a morning chat with him, which is always nice.. especially after out little argument thing we had, even tho that passed before we went to bed. after talking to [...]